Yeh meri kahani hai…
Main 32 saal ki hoon… aur meri zindagi ne mujhe ek nahi, do baar shaadi ke mod par laakar khada kar diya।
Meri pehli shaadi… zyada chal nahi paayi।
Na koi bada jhagda… na koi drama… bas dheere-dheere sab khatam ho gaya।
Ek din hum saath the… aur phir ek din… sirf naam ke rishtedaar reh gaye।
Logon ne kaha — “adjust nahi kiya hoga…”
Maine bas muskura kar keh diya — “shayad kismat nahi thi…”
Divorce ke baad zindagi thodi khamosh ho gayi…
Par meri maa… aaj bhi mere saath khadi thi, pehle ki tarah।
Phir ek din… meri life mein wo aaya।
Na koi grand entry… na filmi style…
Bas ek simple sa “Hello”… aur dheere-dheere baatein shuru ho gayi।
Wo mujhe hasata tha… itna hasata tha ki kabhi-kabhi main bhool jaati thi ki main itna kuch jhel chuki hoon।
Ek baar usne bola —
“Tum itni serious kyun rehti ho?”
Maine kaha — “Life ne bana diya…”
Wo hans ke bola — “Chalo, main thoda theek kar deta hoon…”
Aur sach mein… usne meri zindagi mein thodi si light wapas la di 🙂
Ek din usne mujhe chai pe bulaya…
Main nervous thi… par gayi।
Jab main uske saamne baithi, toh usne pehla sawal pucha —
“Tumko chai strong pasand hai ya mere jaise?”
Main confuse ho gayi — “Matlab?”
Wo bola — “Thodi kadak… par dil se soft…”
Aur main hass padi… shayad kaafi time baad itna khul ke 🙂
Dheere-dheere… mujhe laga shayad mujhe dobara pyaar ho raha hai।
Aur iss baar… maine khud se kaha —
“Darr ke aage shayad sach mein kuch achha ho…”
Phir ek din… usne shaadi ki baat ki।
Main dar gayi… par phir bhi… maine haan keh di।
Maa ki aankhon mein phir se umeed aa gayi thi।
Sab kuch theek chal raha tha…
Par phir… kuch badalne laga।
Pehle roz baat hoti thi…
phir kam hone lagi…
phir sirf “busy hoon” ke messages…
Aur ab…
Hamari shaadi fix hue 3 mahine ho chuke hain…
Par aaj tak… uska ek bhi proper call nahi aaya।
Kabhi-kabhi lagta hai… kya wo wahi insaan hai…
jo mujhe hasata tha…?
Ya phir…
main phir se kisi aise raaste par chal padi hoon…
jahan aage jaake sirf khamoshi mera intezaar kar rahi hai…?
soch rahi hoon aaj call karoon or us se puchu ki jab jana he tha to aya he kyon?