Kabhi-kabhi zindagi mein kuch log aise milte hain, jinse dosti ko kabhi kisi naam ya definition ki zarurat nahi padti.
Bas ek connection hota hai…
Aisi hi ek dost thi meri.
Hum college friends the. Ye koi do-chaar din ki dosti nahi thi. Saalon purani dosti thi. Humne ek-doosre ke saath bahut kuch share kiya tha—khushiyan bhi, pareshaniyan bhi.
Jab meri life mein koi problem hoti thi, woh mere saath hoti thi… aur jab uski life mein koi mushkil aati thi, main uske saath khadi hoti thi.
Usne bhi apni taraf se dosti nibhayi thi… aur shayad isi wajah se mujhe kabhi laga hi nahi tha ki ek din hum dono ke beech itni khamoshi aa jayegi.
Pehle hum regularly baat nahi karte the, lekin occasionally call ho hi jaati thi.
Phir dheere-dheere bas birthdays par ek-doosre ko call karna reh gaya tha.
Zindagi apni-apni direction mein busy ho gayi thi…
Lekin mujhe lagta tha ki dosti wahi hai.
Baat chahe kam ho jaaye, connection toh wahi rehta hai.
Lekin is baar kuch alag tha.
Mera birthday aaya… uska call nahi aaya.
Maine socha shayad busy hogi.
Phir uska birthday aaya.
Maine message kiya.
Usne message **read** toh kar liya…
Lekin reply nahi kiya.
Bas ek seen…
Aur uske baad phir wahi khamoshi.
Pata nahi kyun, us din dil mein ek ajeeb sa sawaal uthne laga—
**“Aakhir hua kya hai?”**
Kya maine kuch galat keh diya?
Kya mujhse koi mistake ho gayi?
Kya woh mujhse kisi baat par hurt hai?
Ya phir… kya ab woh mujhse baat hi nahi karna chahti?
Maine socha, assumptions banane se achha hai ek baar directly baat kar leti hoon.
Maine call kiya.
Usne call pick nahi kiya.
Maine socha shayad genuinely busy hogi…
Lekin na call back aaya, na koi message.
Aur phir kuch din beet gaye.
Sabse ajeeb baat ye thi ki mujhe usse gussa nahi aa raha tha.
Mujhe bas **samajh nahi aa raha tha.**
Itni purani dosti…
Itni saari yaadein…
Ek-doosre ki problems mein saath…
Aur phir achanak…
**Silence.**
Kabhi-kabhi kisi ka door chale jaana utna hurt nahi karta, jitna ye na pata hona ki woh door kyun gaya.
Main baar-baar sochti hoon—
**“Kya mujhe ek baar aur try karna chahiye?”**
Shayad ek call aur…
Shayad ek message aur…
Shayad woh kisi problem mein ho…
Ya shayad…
**woh bas mujhse baat nahi karna chahti.**
Aur agar woh baat nahi karna chahti, toh kya mujhe usse bhool jaana chahiye?
Kya itni purani dosti ko bina kisi explanation ke bas wahi chhod dena chahiye?
Dil kehta hai—
**“Ek baar aur try kar… itni purani dosti hai.”**
Lekin self-respect kehti hai—
**“Jahan tumhari presence unwanted ho, wahan baar-baar khud ko mat le jao.”**
Shayad dosti ka matlab sirf saath rehna nahi hota…
Kabhi-kabhi dosti ka matlab ye bhi hota hai ki saamne wala agar khamoshi choose kar raha hai, toh hum uski khamoshi ki bhi respect karein.
Main usse bhoolna nahi chahti.
Kyuki jo waqt humne saath guzara, woh meri zindagi ka hissa hai.
Usne jo achha kiya, jo saath diya, jo yaadein di…
Main un sabko kaise mita sakti hoon?
Lekin shayad ab mujhe **uske peeche jaana bhi band karna hoga.**
Main ek aakhri baar apni taraf se baat clear karne ki koshish karungi…
Aur agar phir bhi koi jawab nahi aata…
Toh shayad is baar uski khamoshi ko hi jawab maan lungi.
Dosti khatam hui ya nahi…
Ye toh shayad kabhi pata nahi chalega.
Lekin main itna zaroor chahti hoon ki kal jab main peeche mudkar dekhoon…
Toh mujhe ye regret na ho ki
**“Kaash maine ek baar aur try kiya hota.”**
Isliye ek baar aur try karungi…
Lekin uske baad…
**khud ko rok lungi.**
Kyunki kisi ko apni zindagi mein jagah dena pyaar hai…
Lekin jab saamne wala jagah na de,
**toh khud ke liye peeche hat jaana bhi zaroori hai.**
Shayad kuch dosti sach mein khatam nahi hoti…
Bas unki **baatein khatam ho jaati hain.**
Aur kuch log zindagi se chale jaate hain…
Lekin unki yaadein hamesha wahi reh jaati hain.
bakki aap batao mujhe kya karna chahiye ?